I miss writing here and just, writing what I want, what I feel, without worrying about who is going to see it. It kind of sucks now. People know how to be cruel, sitting behind a computer screen, with nothing but an IP address to identify them.
I told my friend Anne today, I hate fake people.
Dominic and a few of my friends told me that I need to be able to take what I dish out. In other words, I should be able to handle all of the nasty comments that come my way if I am going to have "big mouth posts" that can be offensive.
After my last post, the comments caused a tad bit of drama and Dominic asked me not to blog here anymore. There was a fight and more drama, all within the week of the lunar eclipse, which explained why both of us were just outofourfuckingminds.
So I put the blog on "hide" and let it go. I got the idea in my head that maybe it's time to write that book. Purge the memories already. It's a scary thought but I *will* write it.
Then Dominic came home from work with a note from a chick named Cheri Pi. He said he felt like a douche and would I please put the blog back up since 3 other customers asked where it went.

So I bought the domain milesandmadness.com and am moving to wordpress. My friend James is working on that so when it's ready, you'll know.
Over the holidays I got to see some old friends I have known since 1982. That's a long fucking time to be friends with someone. I am fortunate to have these two women in my life. I have known them since I was 12 and we've been through some fucking shit, lemme tell you. It was heart warming for the three of of us to sit down and be together and talk about shit. Remember stuff, people, friends that died. Heart wrenching and awesome at the same time.
28 years of friendship.

I have been training hard.
I am on the bike 5 days a week either on the trainer or rollers. OB's indoor workouts are awesome and I can do them for hours at a time and not be bored. He tells not to, of course, I have to follow The Plan.
Once a week I run steps indoor (160 flights) and once a week I run. Today I ran for an hour and a half in the snowy trails at Mt. Airy. I am contemplating the Frosty 14 trail run again.
I am lifting weights twice a week and doing planks for core. I can now hold THREE 90 second planks. I am stoked. I'd like to get up to THREE 2 minute planks.
Sometimes I swim.
Training is going good. I hope yours is too.

13 comments:
F**K Yeah!! Can I say that here?
I'm so proud of you, welcome back. Finally something "real" to read online.
Don't let the little people get you down. In every aspect of life it is always easier to criticize than to go and build something.
Your blog has brought joy and light and life along with explaining some of the pain and darkness you have been through and it would be a great pity if it was run out of town, especially by those without the fortitude to stand behind what they say.
Think how much easier it would be for you to criticize promoters who ignore women if you didn't sign your name to the complaint.
Think how much more effective it is if they have a real person to answer to or argue with.
If you just ignore them the little people will go somewhere else and try to hurt someone else as it's all they have in life. Never creating only pulling down.
Welcome back!!!
Lily
There are lessons to be learned from everything. Learning can be painful, though.
Here's to learning what you can, taking what you need out of each experience, and leaving the rest behind. Always moving forward.
Now go kick some ass on that training.
Welcome back. And damn, girl, now I gotta see how long I can hold 3 planks these days! It's always nice to know that I'm not the only one working hard (or at least, working a bit) to keep that base fitness going. Keep up the hard training and great blogging.
I don't allow anonymous comments on my blog. People need to be accountable for their actions. I also make my blog comments so I have to approve them before they're published. That way if something is said that I don't like, I don't publish it. Sure I read it, but no one else has to.
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lady, I LOVE your blog. I love that you're authentic, honest and unapologetic. You are such an inspiration and I for one, can't wait to read your new blog :) Thanks for bringing it back!! :)
Welcome back Judi
Happy New Year, Judi.
Keep writing and yeah write that book.
Keep training and follow the plan.
What a fucking great day to ride a bicycle, aye?
See you in the new year, friend
3 x 90 sec? Is that all you've got? ;-)
Happy New Year, Judi. I wish you lots of love and happiness in 2011!
Thanks for coming back! Happy New Year to you and your's!
I <3 planks! ;)
Happy New Year Judi.
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